Paul finds the first door

September 6th, 2008

Hello, my name is Brian of Defending My Bean Field. I’ve been a member of Catholic Dads for a few months, but this is my first post over here. We welcomed our second son, Paul Vincent, into the world and our family at 3:26AM on Thursday, so I figured this was a good occasion!

As Paul was on the threshold of birth, in a moment of calm between the violence of contractions, our midwife said “I always wonder what they are thinking at this point.” I’m not sure what he was thinking right then, but I think in the days leading up to birth babies begin to “get it”. They begin to think, “this is all very lovely, but there must be something more.” Perhaps Paul was thinking along these lines:

By the Babe Unborn

By G. K. Chesterton

If trees were tall and grasses short,

As in some crazy tale,

If here and there a sea were blue

Beyond the breaking pale,

If a fixed fire hung in the air

To warm me one day through,

If deep green hair grew on great hills,

I know what I should do.

In dark I lie: dreaming that there

Are great eyes cold or kind,

And twisted streets and silent doors,

And living men behind.

Let storm-clouds come: Better an hour,

And leave to weep and fight,

Then all the ages I have ruled

The empires of the night.

I think that if they give me leave

Within the world to stand,

I would be good through all the day

I spent in fairyland.

They should not hear a word from me

Of selfishness and scorn,

If only I could find the door,

If only I were born!

Welcome Paul, my son. You found the door. I’m your dad, and my job is to let you know, as big and wonderful as this new world seems, there’s one more Door to go through! Just like your heart began to long for more than the dark of the womb, you’ll begin to notice that the fixed fire in the air and deep green hair growing on great hills point to one more Place, your final destination. Let’s find that door together Paul, and be born once again.

(BTW, the Chesterton poem is in the latest issue of Gilbert Magazine, a publication I heartily recommend to Catholic Dads.)

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5 Responses to Paul finds the first door

  1. Paul, just this guy, says:

    Great post, great poem. Congratulations!

  2. Owen says:

    Thanks for posting this Brian."If only I were born!" Brutal line considering what's happening in the run up to the US election day.And, congrats!

  3. RobK says:

    Congrats on the birth of your son!

  4. Ben Trovato says:

    Congratulations! and thanks for the great Chesterton poem.

  5. uncle billy says:

    Brian,Brian,Brian! You got it!! Your last paragraph says it all. THAT is what a CATHOLIC dad is all about.I got a really long list of people I pray for, and sometimes my knees go numb before I get to the end, and I just say "the list Lord". You and yours are on the list.May Mary hold you,Saint Joseph guide you, and our Lord shower you with grace. Pax Tecum

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